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Coping with Grief Around the Holidays

12/15/2014

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Holidays can be one of the most difficult times for those who have lost a loved one.  This is especially true in the first year following their death.  When that loved one is a child, it goes beyond the physical loss to the loss of your hopes and dreams.  The loss of the way you envisioned the holidays would be for your family with your child present, through the years as they grew.  Their absence is painfully obvious, year after year.

Holidays are traditionally a time for celebrating with friends and gathering with family.  It is a busy time, often involving parties, shopping for gifts, and travel to see family and friends.

For those who have lost a child, it is often a long and painful road. One many bereaved parents dread.  Someone important in our lives will always be missing from these celebrations.  Relationships will change. Family dynamics will change.  Traditions will change.  Priorities will change.

The realization that it’s not just this year, but every year, from now on, that we won’t share these special times with our child.  We won’t see them grow. They won’t have their own family to share it with someday.

It can drain the energy and joy of the season right out of you.  Parents sometimes want to skip the holidays altogether and often can’t wait for them to be over.  It’s always hardest the first year, although they will always be difficult for many.  They don’t have to be this way forever, but those firsts are so, so difficult.  Eventually, the bereaved parents find new ways to cope with and manage the holidays.  New traditions may emerge.  Holidays and special events will get easier over time, but they are different than they once were… forever.  


Social events can be a challenge for the bereaved, especially during the holidays.  There is pressure, either from friends and family, or, simply self-imposed, that you have to participate in certain events. Attending parties, going to church or synagogue, hosting events you have always hosted, baking or cooking as you have always done, or travelling elsewhere for traditional events can be overwhelming.  


Here’s the thing.  You can say no!  It’s okay to say, “No.”  It’s okay to say you are not sure.  It’s okay to say, “Yes.” and then change your mind.  It is okay to go to an event and then leave if it’s too much for you. 

It can be difficult to know how you are going to feel at any given moment in time, so keep an open mind.  After some time, you will learn which events are more challenging or difficult emotionally.  You will come to know what anticipatory grief is, what triggers it for you, and be able to plan for it.  But in the beginning, you just won’t know until that very moment.  That’s okay.  

There are ways to remember, honor, and even involve the memory of your child or other deceased loved ones in your holiday celebrations.  There are new traditions that can be created that focus on the love, light, and joy your child brought to your lives.  There is a way to find joy and peace.  

Here are a few suggestions to make coping with the holidays easier:
 Know that they will be hard.  It will help if you prepare yourself and those around you.  Talk with your immediate and then extended family about how you want to celebrate.  Be as honest and specific as you can be.  


  1. It’s okay to say, “No.”  It’s hard to know how you will feel any given day.  So it’s okay to say       “Maybe.” or even “No.” to the party invitations.  It’s also okay to get to the party or event and realize  you can’t or don’t want to stay and to leave.  You do not need to feel obligated to bring a gift or food.  If you do, ask someone else to bake and shop for you unless those things bring you comfort and peace. 
  2. Sometimes people want to involve you in planning, preparation, or invite you to events to help     distract you from missing your child.  What others don’t understand is that nothing will make you forget.  Not only that, but it’s healthy and normal for you to be feeling more grief at the holiday   times.  Others who have not been there don’t realize it’s not something you can escape, even if you desperately want to.  It’s with you.  That said, if you do find the distraction helpful, then by all means, get involved!
  3. Shopping can be very difficult.  Triggers abound.  Energy is often low, and the ability to cope with stress is minimal.  Having to deal with traffic, parking challenges, crowds, happy people, mall Santas, and even the music and decorations can prove to be overwhelming.  Instead, try to shop throughout the year, online, or ask others to shop for you.  Maybe you just give gift cards this year.
  4. It’s okay if you don’t want to decorate or follow the usual traditions.  Perhaps, you only do the bare minimum.  Maybe, you don’t decorate at all.  Maybe you get a new decoration instead. Maybe         putting electric candles in the windows to honor your child, instead of a Christmas tree, is more             meaningful and less stressful for you this year… maybe every year.
  5. Don’t feel as if you need to send cards or bake, even if you have always done these things.  If you         traditionally host, it’s okay to say you are not up to it. 
  6. Consider attending a remembrance or memorial event or creating one for your family and friends.         The second Sunday in December is the annual Compassionate Friends Worldwide Candle Lighting.       Many chapters hold events so that bereaved parents can gather together.  Our local chapter has a         dinner and remembrance evening that is beautiful.  At 7 pm, local time, candles are lit in memory of     our children, “So that their light may always shine.”  You can light a candle at your own home; you     needn’t attend a formal event.  The vision is a 24 hour wave of light around the world in memory of     all our children who are gone too soon.  It’s a beautiful sentiment.  Perhaps, you could create a special     candle just for your child.  We made up tea lights for Meghan and gave them to our family and         friends for the first candle lighting.  Of course, you can light a candle for your child at anytime!
  7. If there is an Angel of Hope statue from the story, “The Christmas Box,” nearby, consider visiting it.         There are several, all around the United States, in Canada, and even one in Japan.  There is a               remembrance ceremony on December 6th every year at these memorials, but you can visit them           anytime.
  8. Consider creating a new tradition to honor your child that you can grow and honor them with              every year… an ornament or a special candle centerpiece.  Bring a gift to their grave, perhaps,              flowers, a wind chime, an angel statue, or some token of love and honor.
  9. Try to find one thing to be grateful for each day.  It helps us refocus and take a breath.  It helps us        realize there is good in the world.  In our lives.  In us.  Commit a random act of kindness in honor of        your child.  
  10. Set a place for them at your holiday table or create a small remembrance table for them in a               common area of your home with their photo, perhaps the “Five Candles” poem, and a candle.
  11. Most of all, be patient with yourself.  It's okay if you feel the pain of the loss of your child or any loved one you have lost more at this time of year.  It's perfectly normal to.  You may find yourself more irritable, more apt to cry at any moment, and find it's difficult to remember things.  That's what grief does.  Finding a way to honor, remember, and include the memory of your child into your holiday traditions is a beautiful way to celebrate their life and the love you have for them. 
  12. If you have a tradition or a special way you honor your child or  loved one at the holidays and you'd like to share, feel free to post it in the comments.

Wishing you peace this holiday season.


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9/6/2019 05:36:43 am

Grief is an emotion that I really hate. If you ask me, there is no other emotion that I want to remove than grieving. There are countless people who grief ever single day, and just thinking about it makes me want to cry. I hate it whenever I see others grief, it is just a reminder of how sad and cruel the world is. I hope that we are all happy with our lives right now, I really do hope so.

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